I thought I had a homesick today. I want to fast forward the time like DVD to June when my foundation finished, then I want to have a vacation in my hometown. I want to meet my family and friends. I kinda miss them so much. I want to meet them.
Sometimes, when I saw piano in music store, I felt I miss my piano at home. unluckily i couldn't buy piano in Melbourne. There is not space enough for it in my place. I wish I could play violin because it is easy to carry violin.
and also, I miss indonesian food. It's hard to find a delicious Indonesian food in Melbourne. The menu is same but not the taste. I miss sate kambing (Indonesian BBQ), steak, etc.
On the other hand, I want to get a job to earn extra money. I want to but SLR camera by my own money so I will feel satisfied rather than my family buy it for me. It sounds like I'm not doing nothing and get what i want. I want to buy something from my own money. The feeling will be different then.
It is like a dilemma for me. I really want to meet my friends, but I want to earn money, so my plan is I will back to Indonesia if I don't get a job.
